Last night, I had to admit to a vision or thought that hurt deeply inside. I saw someone I care about deeply with, someone else. She felt dead inside and so very angry. She was angry at her parents, herself and me. She ended up with this person because she wanted to get back at her parents. She wanted to punish herself. She wanted to be ( Read more... )

Sadly, I'm not at my computer...but anyway...

I've updated the spelling and added a bit of the story that I forgot. I hope it makes a bit more sense to people. Well, I'm leaving the library now. Hope you all have a good time. Later.

Looking up into the man's eye's the young man realized that his existence meant nothing to him. He, a boy of nineteen, meant as much to this man as a flee. What had he done, what had caused he life, to be so different that an orphan meant less to another human than the life of a flea ( Read more... )

I can no longer think straight. Everything is so...messed up. The only thing I can do for a while to think is write. I used to do it all the time, especially when everything is so messed up with You Know Who. I used to write all sorts of stories in hopes she'd understand what I wanted to say to her. In hopes that she'd know how much I cared ( Read more... )

I read his posts and find myself shocked at how much I can iditify with him. Seems the two of us have been through a lot of similar things ( Read more... )

Sara, left me today. This song, sung by Johnny Cash, is the only thing I can think of at the moment ( Read more... )

I've just got a chance to check out my LJ for the first time in a while. My friends list is getting bigger and I'm finding my friends to be more expressive. I feel inadequate for my friends. I rely on them for support, encouragement and so much more I can not find the words to express. I come here and I find their take on their lives. I can't ( Read more... )

What can I say. These last few weeks of school have really taken up my life. I've been concentrating on them and on my girlfriend. I'll say more later. As always I've got a lot to say, but now I just don't have the time.

Well, I've sent a note to my ex officially requesting a divorce. Still haven't heard from her yet. I frankly want to get this over with, what can I do? Seems like I may have to hire a lawyer after all. There's a huge expense. Not that getting the car fixed isn't, but it's one I'd just not rather deal with. I mean all she has to do is sign the ( Read more... )

I've lost a friend of mine. A friend that I've got to have to hope that through his death, other may live. So let me tell you a little about him. He was gentle and cared for me. His last act was to get me home. After that, he died. When I was with him, he'd make me feel good. He was long in the tooth, but I'm used to that. He was ( Read more... )