whoa now. today is already sucking. got home this morning at like 12:45... apparently im moving out of the shanty. ehh....whatever my dad has always been a worthless cunt. woke up this morning, corey's sister died. freaking A. i dont even know what to say about that. got some unhappy mail. and it isnt even noon yet!!! come on guys! what the heck. ( Read more... )

im so happy.... seriously. its great. i dont know what changed, but its cool. anyways, thats all. nothing dramatic going on right now to write about, so i guess ill go. later yo.

"The world is a vampire" as stanley would say. "sent to suck and drain" well i say, fuck the vampire, im happy anyways. :) life is so complicated, and yet still im happy. its about time, thats all i have to say. god is good...so is mary, but thats another story altogether. anyways, just thought i would say hi to my lj... see whats going on. ( Read more... )

wow. so i had just finished writing a rather long entry, and bam! the power goes out in the shepher library. that was cool. im kind of annoyed at the loss of such a long and thought out entry. *shrug* whatever its all good. so yeah....life is strange right now. things that a year ago seemed to be going well, are now not going so well, and things ( Read more... )

*yawn* oh how things change. its amazing how the ineptitudes of even last week seem foolish and juvenile today. gosh im a little kid, and its kind of dumb. people are complicated, me the most i would say, yet, somehow its so much easier to care than not to care. how is that? why would it be easier to care, knowing that it isnt going to work out in ( Read more... )

*yawn* i update at the most random times. zanesville ohio is pretty nice (which is where i am) on my way to illinois to visit my family there...seems kinda weird to say/write, but i suppose its so. been a hectic last couple weeks...kinda weird. life is s random and confusing, not that this is a new setiment, but a reiterated one. i dont really know ( Read more... )

whoa, is life going all to shit or what? this thing with jason is pissing me off, and just a bunch of other things added on top of that. i need a vac. perhaps i will be going to illinois soon? hopefully? anyways. not much going on really. just alot of boredom, drama, and work. hopefully something exciting will happen sometime soon. annnyways, i ( Read more... )

so whats the point of not working when you have nothing to do? id rather be working today than sitting around with nothing going on. at least id be making money instead of spending it. so anyways, not much going on. vacation was a bust because jason was a cock sucker and basically decided he didnt feel like coming to pick me up. then he made out ( Read more... )

so apparently creation is caput. the rain killed it. looks like im stuck working all week instead of listening to good music. blows goats. next week we're supposed to go to the outer banks, dunno whats happening with that. tired of work. kind of tired of living in a shanty. would like to take a real vacation. go somewhere on an airplane, not drive ( Read more... )

saturday saturday and not a thing to do. somewhat saddens me it does.