i havent had a reoccurring nightmare since i was maybe five. i was little, i know that much. they are the most horrid things because no matter how many times you dream the same thing, it doesnt get any less scary, if anything it gets worse ( Read more... )

but i just can't help it anymore. it's gross ( Read more... )

i am at andy's house for the weekend.
he is cute, and i like spending time with him.
for valentine's day, i wrote him a lame "love letter"
which i will leave in his room when i leave sunday afternoon.

that's all.
i enjoy cuddling.
a lot.

tonight, he and i talked about something thats been bothering me for the past two weeks. i never expected the response i got, but once again, he proved to be amazing. hes more than i ever would have asked for, and everything i have ever hoped for ( Read more... )

so, i was peepin' out people's livejournals that i don't know, and i stumbled across this. kevin always said i was a makeout whore- i guess this proves it ( Read more... )

What kind of disease are you?

desireeAWESOME:
desireeAWESOME is caused by monkeys.


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the last few days have gone as follows ( Read more... )

last night i had a dream about my grandmother. my fathers mother, whom i don't remember at all. in my dream, my mom called me, it was late valentines day night and she told me she had the greatest gift waiting for me. and then she came, my grandmother, that is. i don't remember much, but she was visitting from hawaii, she came just to see me. ( Read more... )

chances are, if you go to bed around four thirty in the morning and wake up around ten, no one has really updated livejournal. so it is silly to get out of bed to check it ( Read more... )

so, after many things falling apart this afternoon, or seeming to, julie called me at work with good news. her mom is getting a rental car and she is taking a train home after work tomorrow and she will be able to pick andy up still! so my awesome weekend will still be awesome, though an ice skating date wont be quite as cute if it's just andy ( Read more... )