AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH >:O

[knock_on_wood]

I'm seriously on knife's edge right now...either on the verge of a nervous breakdown or a huge anxiety attack or something.  I really can't fucking deal with this anymore.  There are way too many decisions and things going on that just drive me nuts

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[fiola83]

honestly kevin I really think you are doing the right thing. First of all it was your first instinct. Thats always the best thing for you..Trust it. THere isnt much more school left and you are right...you wont finish it if you are at school. Dont let people confuse you or drag you down. Do what you need to do. THere are people that love you here (ahem ahem) and will make it as fun as possible. (speaking of which, we need to hang out when you are not having a nervous breakdown....)This is your life and you are taking charge of it. I am proud of you and I love you for making that kind of a decision. It meanms you are mature, have a good head on yoru shoulders, and want to have a good future. Don't give up on those goals. You have always been so responsible and goal oriented. I know college messes with those ideals, but dont forget yoru roots, honors boy! You are so fucking smart and you deserve to have anything.