Comments | knowmoretears: sleeping alone last night

knowmoretears

sleeping alone last night

Feb 24, 2005 10:15

last night was the first tim ein like 3 weeks i didn't stay at his house. We've been sleeping together for a while, and it needed to stop. I'm probably not strong enough not to go back. I probably don't have to streagnth not to go back tonight. But i'll take one day at a time... opne day at a time...last night was a victory, and i'll cherish that ( Read more... )

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neco75 February 24 2005, 16:57:40 UTC

take it easy... one step at the time will take you where you want to be

knowmoretears February 24 2005, 18:53:43 UTC

i try that.. but it gets cold at night.. and i swear the coldness, makes the lonelyness that much more bitter, iknow i should be stronger than this.. but what to do ... what to do..

i know what to do.. i just don't know how to actually do it..

neco75 February 24 2005, 22:22:23 UTC

you're right... we use to know what to do but dunno the how even if we know the how we don't have the strength... anyway there is always something missing bc we don't want to be alone again.

come'n you're a big girl. i am pretty sure you will handle this day as good as yesterday. just think tonight that you have a friend here

don't worry about being strong don't be hard with yourself we always need time and patience

knowmoretears February 25 2005, 03:16:08 UTC

i'll put my phone on *silent*.....cause i know he's going to call... thank you for the support

neco75 February 28 2005, 16:21:00 UTC

From your last posting it looks like he is not a lil interested on this relationship anymore... it is sad bc you finalize has realized that it is really over... but it is good also bc you can start moving again...