it is SO FREAKING COLD ( Read more... )

it was 4:57
i could barely see anything
i don't know why
but it felt better that way
i didn't want to feel anything
i didn't want to say a word
knowing that for the next few minuets
no one would know i was crying.
this was the only place no one would knowno one could tell ( Read more... )

i wish that christmas would come already. i just i need to be distracted. i just need my family. i need their unconditional love.

i just wish i had someone to hold me right now
because this pain is too much to handle
i mean
fine
i'll accept it
i'm a horrible friend.

i feel so hurt.

you wanted to know what i'm going through and there it is.
in all it's glory.
there it is.
there's the truth.

i don't have the desire or motivation to update this anymore...

---click on stuff to get full story---     haha aron.

Derek, Mike, Dave, and I went bowling (if you ask me, Dave was kind of excited to see Derek... ). The beggining of the night, we were all excited to be there and, dude, common, BOWLING. We said cheers and gave a toast. Dave got a little too carried away....but he snapped himself out of it. No ( Read more... )

dude!!! it's soo cold!!! ahh ( Read more... )

Paul was walking with John on their way to church to pray. When they had gotten to the gate called Beautiful; there was a cripple. The cripple has been left at the gate every day to beg for money that he could not earn. John and Peter looked straight at him; Peter said, "Look at us!" the cripple, thinking that he was going to recieve some money, ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here stairing blankly at a screen. words are fading deep into the mass of white. i don't know what to type...hmmmm
you thought this post was ganna be depressing, didn't you??? WRONG! haha.
the 'caps lock' button key thing is sticking.

ok, first off, i was really surprised at how many people acutally read my last post. most people don' ( Read more... )

i think my eyeballs are going to pop out of my sockets!! haha ( Read more... )

went to a flatfoot show lastnight. i almost got into a fight. and i was SO ready to kick some butt. he was saying crap to me and my bestfriend; so i said, 'COME SAY IT TO MY FACE, FAGGOT' hahaha and he didn't. cause he knows i could've taken him down ( Read more... )