People

Beauty

one week

bills

overwhelmed

my fault
my distractions
crud
mini van

harder to be here and gone, than to be gone....
words not spoken, no words....

Cali PRAY....i love you....don't ever forget that, even if it seems like things arn't going extremely well.

Music........seems to clear my mind. i think its because all i can focus on is the lyrics, i dont think of anything eles. it was funny because i've never been able to stand on my deck and be tranquil.........

Hey Hey, so im feeling a little more tranquil today, but i don't know what was up wit me yesterday. i think i was OVERANALIZING things. i took everything that happened last night to heart. don't know why but i did. sorry to whoever i might have been a little wierd to. days like today make me want to go swimming. (Tumwater Falls) really want to go ( Read more... )

its funny how you can look at clouds or anything with texture for that matter and see what you want to see. things that have no definte shape and you imagine for just a moment that the shape you see is an actual thing. what if they were meant not to look like things, what if this is how you see what you want in life, like actually see. wierd huh. i ( Read more... )

JESUS...................................

HEAR ME.................................

HELP ME.................................

HOLD ME.................................

unspeakable joy. Where? that's how i feel. Where can you find the Joy? In God. Why am i feeling like this? because your not forgiving, your not letting God take your life. you are but your not. Maybe a walk will help. OK. be back soon.

ok. so toady i've already gone to work. it was alright, except i had to go to school afterwards. plus i couldn't find where the flower beds started and the grass ended. it was a jungle. gosh i wish people would mow their lawns before the mower gets lost in it. if that makes any sense. So last night at youth group we had a competition to see who ( Read more... )