Only in Dreams..

[koala_boy]

Dreams

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Real love is forever..

[xxhopes_angelxx]

I awaken and turn to see the face of another..I sob silently..this isin't what I wanted..I scan the darkness..swinging my arms through the pitch black air trying to grasp you..I am left here..This one is but a good friend..his love is the love I refuse to accept..He asks why I weap..and catches my tears as they fall..he knows why..he smiles and says he only wants my happiness..then heads for the door..he turns and smiles and says..well always be friends..he leaves without a sound..I continue to weap..alone in my bed..drowning in darkness..soaking in sorrow and regret..I've been fighting so hard..burning for you..needing you here..your so far away..I can't have what I need..I can no longer sleep..I'm cold and alone..my wings are tattered..I can no longer fly..I gaze into darkness..then into my mind..my thoughts are scattered..a voice inside of me flows through my veins..it calls your name..I realize theres never an answer..then it begins to scream..I continue to shed my tears..I shed way more than one..I shed a tear for every memory..

[deathbadger]

it seems like you both want the same thing so why not let the past be the past and give in, give up the old memories and let yourselves make new ones together just forgot the bad ones you make and when you die you can look back wth no regrets...and think about it...will this be something youd regret?..clean your damned wings quit dicking around and go get your girl...dumbass...