hm.. so i don't know what's going on anymore ( Read more... )

straight boys are confusing. especially straight ones who will make out with a guy and wear heels and cuddle with you and seem like they're attracted to you.

and it's even more interesting when they're licensed and ordained ministers...

dereck is seriously the sweetest, most adorable guy i've ever met. last night i went over to his apartment to take a nap so that i could make sure he got up on time for work (he had been up since 9:30 the night before). after the nap, he gave me an article he had found about niacin. it talked about how low levels of niacin can cause depression, ( Read more... )

1. i got my tattoo yesterday. i love it. the detail is amazing, the colors are great, the overall quality is just spectacular. cost a lot, but eh. it was worth it ( Read more... )

i know i'm not supposed to do this, but i took 2 ambien tonight to see if it will make my problems worse or if help them. well, nothing yet ( Read more... )

so i got a prescription for ambien on monday. i started taking it monday night. ambien is supposed to work within minutes. at least, that's what i've been told. i'm still having problems falling asleep, not quite as much as i had been having, but some problems. it still takes me 30-60 minutes every night (yes, it's only been 4 nights now). i' ( Read more... )

well, winter break has been interesting to say the least ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

hm... excitement!

dereck will be visiting at the end of the week...

and a week after that he should be moving to des moines...

things are finally looking up i think...