i had a dream about the stupid futuristic building again. this time i got lost because i found this open door that lead to hallway after hallway. in the end i think i climbed higher in the building, but at least now i am going somewhere in this fucking place.

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we are only allowed in the house for six months, and then the house is put on foreclosure. tom owes around 148,000 dollars which we can't afford i guess. my mom wants to move to tucson, i want to go to flagstaff; no matter what we'll probably end up in prescott ( Read more... )

i like to share sunflower seeds with peeki but she always eats more then i do. i take some out of the bag and before i know it there is like none left but a pile of shells when i have eaten only a few. she shoves them in her mouth like a hamster and goes a little ways from me and wolfs them down. she must love them more then me, so its alright.

found these little fungus guys that were like holy grail cups, but had these strange metallic balls inside of them. i plucked one and let the beads fall in my palm but forgot to crush them when my eye caught a half-dead cicada. i have nothing else to update o.o

ps i guess they are called bird's nest cup fungus. well then..

i have a lot of books checked out. i haven't been able to start any of them yet because of everything going on, but i hope to sit down with one tonight. my mom brought home boxes but she said to rest a few days before i start packing all of my stuff. i'm hoping wherever we move to, i can walk to a library or bookstore from where we are at. it would ( Read more... )

i went to town and then to the store with my mom today. i saw a lot of people i used to know: jessie, kelly, nate and this one chick in my 'bad kids' class from last year (i think her name was jennifer). when my mom was checking the groceries out at the store, i went to the car and fed the grackles. i always think the simplicity of lady birds is ( Read more... )

amber and randy took me to lunch, and afterward we went to see a movie. i didn't have much of an appetite so i skipped lunch and sat around while they got their food. i saw a butterfly sitting on the sunlit sidewalk and tried picking it up. its been a while since i last held one, those little legs~. after their lunch, we went to the theater and ( Read more... )

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