life

[kodmister]

my friends dont know what it is like to watch there grand mother die so slow knowing when she is gone you will have no other grandparnets they dont know what its like to carry her to the bathroom so she can sit on the toilet praying to god she can poop and make so of the medicine to go away my friend dont know what it like to have cancer knowing if

Comments

[danyello]

Do not be so quick to make judgements about what all of us have and have not been through. I'm fine with the fact that you did not participate in anything last nite, and you claim you are fine with the fact that we did, yet you are angry about "your corner" and us not "taking to you". I truly am sorry about the cancer, and hope that you will be okay, but it makes me angry when you assume I have not hurt like you have. I make my decisions wisely, though sometimes it doesn't seem like it to anyone else. How dare you accuse me of taking for granted my health and my life? What gives you the right?

[kodmister]

i wasnt even fucking talking to you but i never told you i have cancer so that nice and this will be the last time i use this so i am not attach when things were amied towards another person but i didnt want to say name so she wouldbe upset at me but i am truly sorry for my opions but i guess i truly need evaulate my opions on things before i speak my mind again i truly didnt mean to make every so fucking mad at mean i have famliy in town work and im traveling soon so it will be a while before i can do anything plus i guess i realy have to look at thingbefore i say or speak what i feal inside but oh well life suxes i will not be using the fro a long time due to i can exspress what my emotion are will out being contridicked so bye for now

[danyello]

If it wasn't aimed at those of us on the nite before you wrote the entry, then who was it for? I did not say think twice before expressing opinions, I have no problem with that, I said think twice about making JUDGEMENTS and ASSUMPTIONS. If you're not ready for any of your emotions or opinions to BE contradicted, then what do you have a livejournal for?

[kodmister]

i dont want to piss any one else of you are right im sorry i guess im so fucked in side right now i need to leave thing in side it wont happen again i wont do anything like this again im sorry im so sorry if i hurt you in any ways but please right now dont try to contact me i have alot to think about its not you guys i me im just a fucking nut inside im sorry

[breatheerin]

first of all i want to say that i am sorry for what you are going through. you know what i have been through though. i had to watch BOTH of my grandparents sit there and die for about ten years, secondly you know about the four times that almost made me "gone". ive never had cancer before but you know that i was close to never doing anything again. i hate to sit here and bitch at you but you have to stop pittying yourself. i am sorry again if this comment makes you angry at me. i remember when you told me that i was the only one who knew how you felt with your grandma, so why are you saying that no one knows, when you know that not only me, but danielle too, have been through it and understand. i am here completley if you need to talk.
xo.e.