Hi everyone who doesn't read this horrible journal! XD
So a few updates-
Thyroiditis thing of fail
Ok, so here is the low down on what I'm feeling like.....
1. I'm constantly tired. Like, I sleep 10 hours a day and I still feel exhausted
2. I'm horribly confused alot of the time...it's OBNOXIOUS. I forgot how to make a freaking grinder the other day at work. I've only been doing it for what.....10 years?
3. I'm constipated. Yeah, I'm not going to elaborate.
4. I'm sore all the time... like, OUCHIES sore. It's either my arms or the back of my calves. It is not fun. It's like a muscle burning pain.
5. Back things. In eyesight.All the freaking time.... it's like having gnats in your eyes.
6. My mouth tastes of fail all the time.
7. Ok, here's the best part; I'm losing a ton of hair everyday smiko, you remember my hair, right? I had like, way too much, I had to get it thinned every other month or so. Yeah... they're aren't bald spots or anything, but it is so freaking depressing.... you put your hand through your hair and like 10 hairs come out. I hate it so much. I'm finding hair in the most RANDOM of places....like on my plate when I eat......all over car seats....UGH.
8. I eat ONE big meal, and then feel sick for like..... a day...ugh.
Ok, so considering all these symptoms, and the fact I FINALLY got insurance I made some doctor's appointments to test for thyroid disorders, which I am praying I have because then I just have to get my levels back to normal and take some little pill....for the rest of my life. Kind of like diabeetus (Wilfred Brimley, represent)
JERB
Ok, I'm really feeling good about one place. I have a second interview next Thursday...at Starbucks? I know, right? I'm not sure how I feel about it though, I'm nervous. The hiring woman loves me apparently, but feels I was too 'scripted' at the last interview.... which I am having a problem coping with. I'll be working with all women, and I'm not looking to forward to it if I'm already getting judged. She wants to see me in a 'relaxed' environment. Yeah, I'll be cool as a cucumber, kind of being on an interview/date with this woman who could be my mom..... omfg nervous. I have a few other job possibilities, so that's all good in the hood. I'm psyched but really scared. I still have a horrible procrastination problem/disease...no, seriously. I'm going on two months of unemployment/part time and I have got nothing done in either my nor my brother's room.... oh boy. That, and with the chronic fatigue and such..... it could be a real problem.
So yeah, getting a job. Cleaning/redoing two rooms. School is going well. Working on me. That's about it. <3