W00T! So now, I just gotta turn in my log (I have less than ten hours on it--not even eight I don't think. >_<) and I get my 90-day-license! Yay ( Read more... )

So yeah, I really love being in really in love. It's lovely actually. But this whole not being in contact with Chris for extended periods of time is killing me. I'm really forcing myself to be cheerful around others, and I hate that. And I still have over a week to go. (His mom said she thinks he gets back next Wednesday evening. She invited ( Read more... )

Ah, that song's been in my head all day. Anyways, I talked to Chris and I'm in a much better mood now. Still want this week to be over tho.

EDIT: It is 85 fucking degrees in my house. That's just ridiculous.

Also, a very heartfelt congratulations to the Class of 2005.

So, as it turns out, I'm not going to graduation. I just don't feel well. I haven't felt well since Saturday actually, and it's not looking like it's gonna get any better. If it's not one thing, it's another, and it's frustrating and depressing. So yeah, I'm just not in a good mood, and I'm sorry if I take it out on anyone. Also, I'm sorry for ( Read more... )

Hey, someone help me. I got a letter announcing graduation from Cassie (well it says from the administration and faculty at school, but it's on behalf of Cass), but is that the same as a ticket??? I really really really really want to go to graduation, but I don't know how to get a ticket!!! (And I'll need one for my mom too, since I assume she' ( Read more... )

She apologized today. She's never done that before. Is this the start of the healing? I don't know. I opened up a bit to her. It wasn't so hard either. Maybe we can salvage a real mother-daughter relationship yet ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about not posting for the summer. This summer I'm gonna try to do a day-by-day journal in a composition notebook or two. Also, I need to organize by poetry journal. Thinking about transferring its contents into two separate composition notebook: one for works in progress and one for finished poems. And I want a composition notebook ( Read more... )

It's odd how everything slows down eventually and, in that, loses appeal.

KohakuEnergy: so even if you meet your dream girl or your soul mate on the street, you'll just have to tell her you're taken for the time being
sparksterw36: ok
KohakuEnergy: no, i was kidding. that would be rather selfish of me
sparksterw36: not really
KohakuEnergy: sure it would. who am i to keep you from your dream girl?
sparksterw36: i ( Read more... )

The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies.You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.You have a tendency to ( Read more... )