Something bad happened. Something terrible. Only my best friends and family know. Let me say that everything in life happens for a reason. I have been reassuring myself this every minute of every hour for a while. I can honestly say that I've just become numb. Totally, completely numb.

Nick

It's been a while since I wrote in my journal, probably 'cause I haven't been extremely happy or extremely upset. Right now I'm listening to John Mayer, because I idolize his work, songs, goals, and views and aspirations. He's such a great role model, not to mention he's hott too ( Read more... )

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what is your favorite thing about the holidays??

Nickiesam: the all around cheerful mood you can only feel at xmas time ;)

i found a box,... A BOX... of undeveloped cameras and film in the garage. i wanna see what they all are!! heh i cant wait! too bad it costs a mother fuckin pocket of cash...

yes, 6-9 bucks is a lot for me. if you didnt know me youd think i was jewish.

mozultof! (or however its spelt)

<3nickiesam

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tom, do u hate me? i think u hate me. if u hate me comment. if u dont hate me, comment anyway. im interested in what you have to say.

One particular interesting thing that happened to me last Wednesday night / Thursday morning ( Read more... )

does any1 ever read these anymore? lol

hey guys, ive been sooo friggin busy lately. i think i spread myself to thin this year ( Read more... )