I don't know what to think anymore, I'm so so confused...

[kokoromiya7]

Ok so this is not an update of my fic since I still don't feel like writing but I was browsing the internet and I found some sites which seemed very interesting to me. It is about the JYJ/HoMin's situation and with all the things wich happened recently I have a lot to say too.

First, about HoMin's comeback as TVXQ with "Keep your Head Down" :
I won't

Comments

[anonmyous]

i understand your feelings and i don't blame for being so insecure about this. pretty much all cassies are so insecure about everything and they just don't know who to believe anymore other than stick to their biased member

[kokoromiya7]

Yes, Jae Won is the one who started the bashing and I really dislike him for this too. But, about the choreo some people told me it is actually "Why" in sign language so looks like there is nothing to be upset about there

[anonmyous]

lol, i guess it just our way to express our thoughts, just write it like an essay

[kokoromiya7]

I thought the girlfriend thing was about Changmin to be honest, now I'm confused :S
I know YunJae was mostly fanservice but I can't help but thing there really was more than that between them. The way they acted when together, the way they smiled and look at each other + all the moments they had off camera, it can't be faked or else they really are good actors (which I doubt because if Jae's acting is ok Yunho's was...kind of lame :S no bashing, just saying ^^"). So please don't give up and keep writing !!! :D

[xsinfulxtouchx]

Wow I read the AkaDong Cafe thing... I'm just like... I don't even know what to think anymore. I completely feel your confusion bb

[kokoromiya7]

Yeah, it's really confusing :(

I used to hate SM too but after reading the contract and all the articles of this blog : (truetvxq.blogspot.com/2011/01/my-thoughts-about-contract-and-lawsuit.html) I'm starting to wonder if I was right. Sure SM's aim is to make money out of their artists but were the contracts really THAT unfair for TVXQ, to the point that JYJ had to leave ? I don't know anymore...
I feel like I'm too JYj's biased and that I should be more neutral because JYJ could have lied to us too. I'm really confused >.<
But yeah, bashing is still wrong, no matter from which side it comes. But...when did HoMin bash JYJ ? I've never read anything about them bashing JYJ, they are just keeping silent about the whole issue (which, in my opinion is even worst because if they at least talked, even if it was for basing JYJ, we would know what they think and it would be easier to move on).

As you said, too many emotions but I will still support the 5 of them and wait...

AKTF

[uchie07]

definitely like me.

the core problem is when HoMin never released a statement regarding the matter. I do think that aside from the trouble with SM, i think five of them already having internal dispute. really, if only HoMin state something, it would erased any doubt about the dispute.
Now HoMin showed a bit hatred toward JYJ, it's understandable coz JYJ moved on w/out them.
On the contrary, JYJ wished that HoMin would come to their side...

awwwwggggggrgrrrhhh.. it's so confusing.. no matter i try to understand it's all frustrating.

so before i drawn myself and doing something stupid, i decided that i would only live the memories where 5 of them as one (including yunjae worshipping), and for now, i'm supporting none of them, until everything is clear.

[kokoromiya7]

I agree, Homin really sould say something, even if it is to say that they hate JYJ and don't want to go back with them. At least then fans would stop having false hopes and move on.
Now it really looked like there is an internal dispute between HoMin & JYJ but when it all started they didn't seem to be angry at each other (I remember this video after the lawsuit was announced in which Yunho was guiding Jaejoong through the airport with his hand on his back, just like he used to do before too, ♥ bodyguard!Yunho *sighs* and they ate together at a restaurant too, they wouldn't have if they were arguing, right ?). And I also read that HoMin were supposed to leave SM with JYJ and even went to see a lawyer with them so, if it's true, why did they change their minds and decided to stay ?!

*still confused*

[hennu15]

The chorea 3+2 is actually WHY on sign language

[kokoromiya7]

Thanks for the clarification about the choreo

[hennu15]

I read it.

I really wanna know the truth, would be so much earsier. So frusturating that we'll prob never know the truth. I've read so many opinions and rumours, so im not beliving anything. Heck I cant even trust the boys themselves. /sigh

Well always AKTF anyways :))

[minnie_lover]

totally with you. i just wish that they would get back together and be happy like the used to be. i mean when i was watching the awards on KBS and JYJ sand the OST for sungkyunkwan snadal live i couldn't help but notice Jaejoong.
He looked tired and sort of sad.... was it just me imagining it or can other s see it too???
I also saw that choreo and wondered if that meant what i thought it meant but then i read in one of the comments that thats just why in sign language. I just really hope that they will get back together. the sooner the better and i just wish them the best. :)

[kokoromiya7]

I read that Jaejoong cried before (or was it after ?) the performance on KBS and it's true that he looks tired and he lost a looot of weight too :S (he is so skinny now and has big eyes bags and he is very pale too, even more than usual D:). He also cried in front of journalists because he was moved and thankful that they came to interview JYJ when a lot of people rejected them...

About the choreo I read the comment too so apparently they is nothing to be upset about ^^

[minnie_lover]

yea it's like he's in pain being away Yunho and Changmin. They were a happy family and were torn apart. That's really messed up and it even makes me sad knowing that when i listening to their music and was really interested in them i felt depressed and sad because i found out that they were on the verge of breaking up. I really thought that people were Yanking my chain but then it turned out to be true. What i truly want is for them to be together again and i wont ever give up on them *TVXQ fighting* :D