i havent cried in awhile

that kinda just sucked.

just when you think things are finally gettting better, they end up being a lot worse than you thought

bon jovi and nickelback !!!

thursday !!!!

with shantelle !!!!

sooo pumpedd

cep for the havig to fix work thing ! ahh.

but stilll amazinggg like woah times a bazillion !!!!!

ever wake up and realize just how uch you have lost in the past year, but then realize that you've gained so much as well. needless to say i'm dweliing more on the loss. which isn't exactly good. but at lesat i had it right. i miss you.

umm i would just like everyone to know. that i went shopping yesterday, and for some bizarra reason i fit into 2 medium shirts. 2. umm werid? but excited!! oh no the excitement doesnt end there!! let me tell you. i tried on a dress. an al purpose dress so i figured out. and i fit into a 12!! i havent fir into a twelve sionce the beginning of my ( Read more... )

beaches and playing frisbee in my back yard ( Read more... )

i'm starting to think that a round of the anti-bash is going to be needed again. 

i fucking HATE this. It's ridiculous. I need to leave. I need to get out. I need to breathe. I need to feel alive again.

I'm updating. It's been awhile. A lot has happened. ANd i have a feeling that a lot more is goign to. Specifically this upcoming weekend. Which leads me to my next question. Do i work at American Eagle saturday, or still go to the fireworks at kids day? I've always gone to the fire works. But making money would be nice. And i could easily avoid ( Read more... )

This entry is going to be split into two parts. completely different, yet connected in so many different ways.

The Date Book

Working a lot. Almost always actaully. But i'v had my time to goof off as well. Let's see what i can recall. We went mini golfing on thursday of last week. That was hilarious. Well except for tripping over the lamp and having ( Read more... )