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Kits Grow Into Cats
This morning I noticed that my kittens weren't as... kittenish anymore. There were morning when putting on a long sleeve sweater meant I became a chew toy, days when skittering feet and anxious little claws shredding innocent furniture were the soundtrack of my life, and moments when an exhausted kit would suddenly flop down in an attack of nap ( Read more... ) -
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So many things that must be done, my head is spinning. There's enough time in the day, I just need to be less of a lazy procrastinator and actually do things. -
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I pretty much dragged myself out of bed this morning only because I have an intense sense of duty. I even managed to arrive to work on time. With my test books ( Read more... ) -
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I'm such a failure. I used to be brave. Now I'm a coward.
I just want to fold myself up and sit in a closet until I turn to dust. No one expects anything of dust. -
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I don't talk to anyone anymore, because I'm too depressed. I just hope they can read my eyes. I crochet some though, and I'm trying to start this semester off well.
Also, I finally have a bike. And it is awesome. -
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Apparently I stand really weird, like, all the time. I have been looking at some photos taken of me over the years and I always look like I'm completely retarded walking around with jazz hands, or else about to pull off some wicked ballet pirouette... -
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Even though I seem to have a spirit built of steel I sometimes find myself unsure if I can keep rising to the challenges of life. [Not that my life is any more challenging than others, maybe; all living things bleed red, and everyone feels pain the same way.] I know that I'll always spit back in the face of adversity but there are a lot of days I ( Read more... ) -
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15 points from the grade
re-test tomorrow
forever hopeful, me
also applied for an over-ride in case luck doesn't grant me 15 points
i havehavehave to get out of college -
Maths
Today I have a huge test ( Read more... ) -
"Hang in there!"
Today is one of the most difficult days (emotionally and mentally) for me. I feel like I'm trapped on a cliff wall, with no option but to hang on tight and hope it comes to a swift end.