amber, hey. i read your journal a lot of the time. i feel like some creepy stalker because i always read it but i never comment or anything but i guess maybe i saved it all up for this, because there's a couple things i really want to say. from what you said in this journal entry i felt sad and guilty that those things that you're saying people are doing to you now are what i did back in high school. i judged you as being a brat and eventhough i wanted to help i decided that i couldn't give it to you. i'm not saying this to make myself feel better and i know that i'm not trying to "save" you or something. like knowing that is going to make everything okay. but yeah, i guess i'd like to just get past it so that maybe we could talk or something. i guess i would just rather be someone on the side of supporting you than in that pile of people who just cast you aside without understanding what was really going on with you and that you were really trying. okay, that's all. i hope everything goes well with your move. -leslie
you're not a creepy stalker...you're a lj junkie!komazaleaMarch 25 2003, 12:55:58 UTC
thank you leslie. i was not expecting that comment from my journal entry, but if no one else says anything or even reads it, i guess maybe that was the point (for you to say that and me to hear it). thanks for reading my journal entries and trying to understand. i seriously appreciate it. and we should talk sometime, yes. i think i kind of suck at this reply, but just try to imagine it being warm and heart-felt cause that's what it is.
Re: you're not a creepy stalker...you're a lj junkie!marigoldkcMarch 25 2003, 20:29:35 UTC
i'm really super bad at making contact with other humans. it seriously took me so long to decide to comment in your journal, so i'm really relieved that you understood what i was saying. i wish i was better at social interaction, but if you do ever want to talk with me my aim screen name is: ringnebula4.
okay, so that was hard and stupid. talk to you later. -leslie
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hey. i read your journal a lot of the time. i feel like some creepy stalker because i always read it but i never comment or anything but i guess maybe i saved it all up for this, because there's a couple things i really want to say. from what you said in this journal entry i felt sad and guilty that those things that you're saying people are doing to you now are what i did back in high school. i judged you as being a brat and eventhough i wanted to help i decided that i couldn't give it to you. i'm not saying this to make myself feel better and i know that i'm not trying to "save" you or something. like knowing that is going to make everything okay. but yeah, i guess i'd like to just get past it so that maybe we could talk or something. i guess i would just rather be someone on the side of supporting you than in that pile of people who just cast you aside without understanding what was really going on with you and that you were really trying. okay, that's all. i hope everything goes well with your move.
-leslie
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i was not expecting that comment from my journal entry, but if no one else says anything or even reads it, i guess maybe that was the point (for you to say that and me to hear it).
thanks for reading my journal entries and trying to understand.
i seriously appreciate it.
and we should talk sometime, yes.
i think i kind of suck at this reply, but just try to imagine it being warm and heart-felt cause that's what it is.
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it seriously took me so long to decide to comment in your journal, so i'm really relieved that you understood what i was saying.
i wish i was better at social interaction, but if you do ever want to talk with me my aim screen name is: ringnebula4.
okay, so that was hard and stupid.
talk to you later.
-leslie
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