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[komazalea]

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"i was angry and figured that would be a good way to make you feel like shit."

[anonymous]

My head is spinning round, my heart is in my shoes, yeah
I went and set the Thames on fire, oh, now I must come back down
She's laughing in her sleeve boys, I can feel it in my bones
Oh, but anywhere I'm gonna lay my head, I'm gonna call my home

Well I see that the world is upside-down
Seems that my pockets were filled up with gold
And now the clouds, well they've covered over
And the wind is blowing cold
Well I don't need anybody, because I learned, I learned to be alone
Well I said anywhere, anywhere, anywhere I lay my head, boys
Well I gonna call my home

Re: "i was angry and figured that would be a good way to make you feel like shit."

[komazalea]

human beings get angry.
it was okay for me to be angry when you're basically telling me you lied to me.
why do i even care?
isn't the fact that i care just making your ego swell?
see how i allow that?
i don't want this to be dramatic anymore.
i just fucking wanted a friend when i came back.
i'm tired of having nothing and i thought i was due for a tiny bit of support.
it's not your fault.
I'M SORRY I SAID THAT.
i really am.
i said it.
and now i'll leave you alone.

i'm sorry.

i understand. i always understand.
but understanding has never made things easier for me.