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[komazalea]

i don't know what i'm doing.
i don't know why i deleted people.
or why i never can write in here.
or why when i do it's just crazy bullshit.
or why i'm afraid of everyone.
or why i can't trust.
or why it matters so much.
or why it doesn't at all.

i think i just don't want to use this for awhile.

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breaking hearts like table legs.

[_rockaction_]

*tear*.
I don't blame you for taking me off. I never write anything with an ounce of interest.
i hope the michigan is working out for you.

[optimisticboy]

I think i know exactly how you feel. I'm afraid of everyone and I can't even right in my journal anymore. I'm just afraid as crazy as it sounds.

I would miss reading your journal though, because I can relate to you in many levels, but I can totaly understand how you feel.

[komazalea]

i do want to write in my journal,
for lots of reasons,
but i'm afraid, too.
i guess i just have to go day by day.
i don't know why i expect and assume everyone will be disgusted and judge me by my feelings.
but then i think about the few times you've written in your journal
and how i've never once not appreciated it.
i think more people need to be honest.
i'd like it if you were able to write more and anyone else who has good and honest things to say,
but of course, i totally understand how you feel about it all as well.

[blackolive]

portland is still miserable
oh im a fucking bore i dont blame you
i hope returning to michigan has improved your life.. i remember you usually being within arms reach of a bottle of -something- and thats good.
this lj thing truly is reality, and escaping that works miracles sometimes. ive just given it a test drive.. hopefully your results are better. take care, good to see you still write here. -josh