talking about it helps.. it's an outlet, release, which some how does help. response to it isn't always a good, or even wanted. i know a lot of the time i go off on my little releases, i don't expect or want any comments on it. i just had to get it out. i understand about the "bum" joke thing.. i also get that now and then from friends, and i know they're joking, but it really eats me up inside because in a way it's my biggest fear. or something. yeah.
what a cycle. i especially hate it when my moods and interests change in an instant and then i start to wonder whether anything i do will be fulfilling. during these times i want to do nothing at all. and even when i force myself to be productive it doesn't work. my brain won't let me
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i understand about the "bum" joke thing.. i also get that now and then from friends, and i know they're joking, but it really eats me up inside because in a way it's my biggest fear. or something. yeah.
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