i'm still tapping my fingers ( Read more... )

i don't understand your lives.

cat power tonight.
will she be drunk?
i hope so.

i learned a new word today:
"depersonalization".

i'm going back to bed.

i don't want to be here tonight.

i called and was put on hold by a voice message.
i waited as long as i could.
i could hardly hold the phone with my shaking, sweaty hand.

it shouldn't be this hard.

now what?

i'm pretty sure life doesn't work this way.
taking a whole day or more just to send a small package.

i went for a walk tonight ( Read more... )

the last two entries (or three if you were fast enough to catch the one that i made private shortly after posting) suck ( Read more... )

this is not good.