empty

[komeyama]

I just feel so.. empty inside.
My feelings are put aside as I try not to listen to them. As I try to pretend they're not there. But I don't know. If I'm pretending, or if I really don't have any feelings? 
I don't even know what kind of feelings I want - What do I want to feel??
But it's useless, cause it's not about what I want to feel, it should be

Comments

[miasachie]

Eh, I know that empty feeling. But I do hope that you're okay, and if you feel like talking, just give me a call. Yeah, yeah.. the usual "I'm your friend"-speach. But I just want you to know, that I think about you, okay? x)

(Btw. I've ordered this phone: http://hula.vn/images/tips/2009/1/thoi_trang_so/cyber0901093.jpg)

[komeyama]

Ja.. Buh, det er svært :( :(

Den er virkelig nice. Hvad koster den? :O

[miasachie]

1 krone.. 299 om måneden xD

[miss_hiwatari]

I've been feeling a lot like that lately as well. I really hate it :/ Especially the part where I start thinking about the difference between a true feeling and a fake feeling. What IS the damn difference? And in the end, does the difference even make a difference? (Jeg vrøvler virkelig meget lige nu...)

But anyway, I really hope that you're okay :/

[girigiride]

I believe, if you have to force yourself to feel something, it's because there is a need for it somehow. Like if you tell yourself that you love someone (most cheesy example ever), even if it doesn't mean that you love that person, it's because you feel the need to love somebody. I don't think there is such a thing, as fake emotions, because you wouldn't be feeling it then, right? It would just be a thought, not a feeling. I don't know, maybe that doesn't make much sense.
Anyway, instead of focusing on every emotion separately (because it can be hard to differentiate), I think it's more important to just determine whether it's a good or bad feeling.