Chapter 1 of whatever

[komodopiss]

I made a post earlier stating I would continue and so I am,  but more so from the beginning. In all honesty, I'm socially inadequate. I question what to do with my hands, my legs, and spine - my words can come out in a jumble, hurried, rushed, and altogether difficult to understand even for the most interested of listeners. My success in being

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[microxcuts]

I can relate. Sometimes I feel so ungraceful and not able to seduce with my nerdiness and dorkiness. Yet my boyfriend finds me attractive. A mystery,

[planet_x_zero]

"Have you ever felt desire without a sense of unease?"

The best desires, like longing, come with unease. Have you ever had a dream where your desires were fulfilled? Where the one you're pursuing has given in to you and you're together, sometimes in long stretches of varied scenarios? They feel effortless. Then, you wake up and the unease and desire return. It's always the unease that comes back first.