I'm so sorry about the promised "No Pain, No Gain" update that never came. But, whereas before I had no excuse other than being lazy, I now do have a good reason as to why I'm not writing
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Sweetie don't bother about the story at the moment, focus on yourself. Talk to people when you need it. I'm sorry I haven't been on msn but for some reason it won't load on this laptop and I have to use the family computer downstairs which I only use through the day. Don't feel like it's your fault, Im sure that it wasn't. You should tell your boss about the basics at least, she'll want to know. That way it's one less thing to worry about. And I hope your friend gets better and gets the help he needs.
Awe Jenni, you know perfectly well that it's okay to not write. Specially when you have a great excuse like that. I wish I had some words of comfort to give you, but honestly me and suicidal people don't mesh well. I just--don't get it, and I tend to be very insensitive going on about how selfish it is to commit suicide, and how cowardly and dumb--so I'll just say that I'm glad he's okay and there would have been nothing you could have done. He did what he did, and it had nothing to do with you at all.
Oh my god, Jenni..don't you even worry about updating anything. Your friend comes first..and honey, it was not your fault. Even if you had been able to get online that day, if he had it set in his mind, he still would have done what he did. You can't blame yourself. I've delt w/ situations like this before and they aren't good but what I've learned from them is that is not our fault..we can talk to them and help them to understand that there are better ways to deal w/ things but when it comes to them and their mindset, if they really want to do this to themselves, we can't stop them. As much as we care, as often as we tell them, sometimes they just aren't going to listen. Its sad, yes and it hurts to see someone you care about going through this but it is not your fault. I know I haven't been online much lately, I've had family in from out of state, but they are leaving tomorrow and I'll be around more. If you need to talk, I'll be here. I love you, sweetie. Just know we're here if you wanna talk/vent/cry whatever. *hugs* <33
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Talk to people when you need it.
I'm sorry I haven't been on msn but for some reason it won't load on this laptop and I have to use the family computer downstairs which I only use through the day.
Don't feel like it's your fault, Im sure that it wasn't.
You should tell your boss about the basics at least, she'll want to know. That way it's one less thing to worry about.
And I hope your friend gets better and gets the help he needs.
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Right now I'm just trying to not think about the whole thing. I mean, I still talk with him, but... I just want it out of my head!
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I wish I had some words of comfort to give you, but honestly me and suicidal people don't mesh well. I just--don't get it, and I tend to be very insensitive going on about how selfish it is to commit suicide, and how cowardly and dumb--so I'll just say that I'm glad he's okay and there would have been nothing you could have done. He did what he did, and it had nothing to do with you at all.
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( I'm kind of running away from my own life into this whole rp world. I don't know how healthy it is and frankly, I don't care... )
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I know I haven't been online much lately, I've had family in from out of state, but they are leaving tomorrow and I'll be around more. If you need to talk, I'll be here. I love you, sweetie. Just know we're here if you wanna talk/vent/cry whatever.
*hugs*
<33
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you are my rock. I'm not kidding. I love you.
...just A Little Bit Longer, and I'll be fine, i guess...?
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..I think we all will be..
<3
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