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it's okay. it really is. i think this is going to be a good thing.

and i'm fucking exhausted ( Read more... )

i am so fucking angry right now!

#1
did you seriously lie about all of that? 
and you just kicked everything we've agnoized over for the past 6 months into the fucking garbage. who's the careless bitch now?

#2
and are you seriously doing all this shit when you know that YOU CANNOT? don't tell me you need anything ever again if this is the shit you pull ( Read more... )

I'm  back in that scary place. Time to do all those scary things agian, like take chances and disregard the opinions of those who care.

Fuckin' A. 

100 Things You Might Not Know About Me ( Read more... )

Excuse me: But I know what you're doing. And I know the only reason you're doing it. And I know that when I gently remind you of our situation, you will pitch a fit, and you will kick something, and you will be bitter and you will once again compare me to people who don't care about you. But the reason things are the way they are is because I care ( Read more... )

Talk about a year of gains and losses! More than I could count ( Read more... )

is it a mark of my growing smarts or a mark of sadness how often i narrow my eyes in suspicion lately?

okay.. that was the 10th? the 11th, then. slept late and then woke up to go to class. class ( Read more... )

 i cant believe its december 10th already. that fucking flew, except for school of course. never not a drag ( Read more... )