To Love is to be Patient

[konfusedkidd]

The word love contains now the derivatives of chocolate, flowers, and hearts, and cupids and arrows. Though, for me, love means something quite different. Love is when you want nothing more but to awake with that "special someone" every morning, and to fall into sleep with him/her every night. Love is when you can recall every shape their body

Comments

[boysfeartotread]

though you feel your thoughts on love are different from mainstream, i can think of many people who see it as purely and unwatered as you. i completely agree with your description even though it's not my perogative to agree or disagree with a fragile opinion. love is boundless. it knows not race, sexuality, gender, nor class. love is beauty, and beauty is also limitless.

i cherish everything i have. i'm so fortunate to have have found amy (check out her journal: eerieamy) i hold on to every second of every minute of every hour. her kisses leave me speechless and her words make me want more kisses.

nice entry, my friend. hope things are getting better for you.

-Amber

[jayb]

"Love is when you want nothing more but to awake with that "special someone" every morning, and to fall into sleep with him/her every night....It's when you think of nothing but being with them"

u hit it on the head dead on. its love when u want to spend the rest of your life with that special someone.

however, i think its unhealthy to have these feelings for somebody when that someone doesnt feel the same. if u love somebody, and they dont love u back, its best to give it up.

i kno that im the worst person to talk, because i can never get over anyone i fall for. but from my personal experience, the feeling that makes u feel so happy, is a tough sensation to have when its a clear fact that the feeling isnt mutual.

i hope u find ur knight in shining armor. im still looking for my fair maiden...

The Irony of it All

[konfusedkidd]

As I opened your reply this morning my "knight in shining armor" of whom contains no love for me at all stood at my backside. He slept aside me in a bed of comfort and warmth last night, and the weekend prior to this. Love and intimacy was exchanged between the two of us - but still I fair it hard that things are not as they seem. Life is a complex reality - and one of which I often struggle with, as many out there do. Love is even more of this.
If only I were capable of reading others minds...then maybe I could have what I wanted - but then, couldn't we all?

Re: The Irony of it All

[jayb]

exactly. couldnt say it better. although i dont think reading minds is a good thing. theres alot of weird things that go on up there.

Re: The Irony of it All

[konfusedkidd]

You're correct in that "there are a lot of wierd things going on up there." And this I have discovered even more so last night. I was told by my "knight in shining armor" that I am to back away from him and cease the translation of words entirely between the two of us. Told to me over a computer, I shaked in a confused depression. My love has become an obsession as unfortunate as it is to say. But yet, I now lose not just my love, but my best friend. Life at times becomes too difficult to live.
Take remembrance, as I often do, to the quote,
"Behind a curtain of shower and rain lays a rainbow."