What happened to me ( Read more... )

I'm in Spokane right now. Mom had her kidney removed yesterday. Mom is doing good, moving around today and got to stand up and take a few steps this afternoon.I'm enjoying the fact that I don't have to go to work or worry about going back yet. I have leave until I'm ready to go back. I probably won't stay up here too long for a few reasons (one ( Read more... )

haven't posted in a while ( Read more... )

As the subject says; It's time to roll the dice.
I am getting on with my life. I'm not gonna stall anymore.
I am taking a large leap and inviting him out here.
He is planning on being here before my birthday.
and told me this on Christmas eve.
So a bit of christmas and birthday together and yet separate.
I'm excited. and not so much nervous.

"I need nothing if I choose to die, it's my choice to live that makes me needy ( Read more... )

Most girls fall for the bad boy because they want to rebel. To go against their parents wishes. But some of them do so because they have a dark side that others cannot see and dark calls to dark ( Read more... )

You said I'm grumpy today ( Read more... )

yes ( Read more... )

My favorite way to get to know others in a new environment to to say "teach me something I don't know" it helps me get over my shyness and puts others in a place of comfort by talking about something they know well. So. Here are my lists ( Read more... )

Just got home..
wedding today was fun but brought back painful memories.
Why am I in love with someone that can't return the feelings?
Why can't I care as much for this other guy as much as he cares for me?

I really hate my heart and mind..

and driving gives me too much time to think.