another sleepless night
up late looking at old pictures
oh my god.i am so sorry
i truly am sorry
you will never read this but i am the worst person
im sorry, i wish i could go back
i regret it
im sorry
it was so long ago
and i never really thought about it
i know you have every right to hate me
im sorry
.

oh long night ( Read more... )

ok i know its like 3:30 in the morning and i already posted today but i just had the strangest nightmare in my entire life and i wanted to wright it down in case i forgot it in the morning ( Read more... )

today was supposed to be my only day off this week , but last night tanya called and manipulated me into working, but the bright side is my pay check is going to be orgasmic, and i came home to an empty house and Chinese food, i have no idea where anyone is but im not too worried about it ( Read more... )

oh my what a night...back hurts.....need chicken
sigh
tired
i kinda miss a boy named mr poirea
never see him anymore
but getting chicken and yeah
night

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death by murder appreciation,
silent and still
alive?...maybe
but probably not
mmmm, its tricky
lets just stay silent and still
thats how i like it
silent and still
laying next to you
naked ...silent and still
well that is how i like it

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"im ok with being unimpressive...it makes me sleep better at night"

i dont think i can do this job anymore, tonight was so hard, i was fighting back tears all night...today is asshole day, all the assholes got together and said "hey lets all go to sobeys ( Read more... )

i feel like i should say something ( Read more... )