Comments | koochooloo: i dont belong anywhere

koochooloo

i dont belong anywhere

Apr 29, 2004 00:14

tried apologizing to my parents tonight. totally didnt work... i believe you guys can fill in all the gaps and questions n shit by just knowing a couple quotes out of the conversation.. translated into english ofcourse...."you don't belong to this family.", "in my mind you're dead", "the children in our family are like my 4 fingers. they are not ( Read more... )

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Sara(h)s belong _goo_ April 29 2004, 20:02:19 UTC

I know how u feel. I've always been the bad kid. I've always been the one who is threatened to be thrown out of the house or sent off to boarding school. I've always been the kid who (my mom) will stop the car for so I can walk the remaining 5 miles home with no shoes. Yeah, so I know how it feels. Being the oddball out. Not only at home, being compared to smarter/more athletic/better looking siblings, but being an odd ball out around friends, and in every activity (incl school) i've ever participated in. No worries tho, cos I got a few friends who will always me there for me. & I'm here for you. Always will be, no matter what. I'm here for talking. & if you ever want to get away again, call me & I'll be there to pick you up in a flash (& don't worry about the 'rents...mine don't care what I do/who comes over). <3 <3 <3

_gizz_ April 29 2004, 21:59:12 UTC

i know that everyone will prob not believe me when i say that i never really have fit in because everyone has always thought that "bubbly" little ari is fine, but i know just what ur talking about. my dad always compares me to my older sis (who had perfect grades/good athlete/ never did drugs (even though she did), etc.. im the middle kid who daddy spends like 200 dollars a week on for tutoring just cause i am not smart. im the child he never wanted to have, like honestly. he told me that the condom broke. yay. dont i feel loved. but even if i dont fit in with this whole family thing, i have two saras (one with an h though) a stef and a kate who make me feel like i belong.im sorry that shit happens, but ill always be here for u when u need it. i even got u your 100 bucks. see?? im here. lol ( ... )