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[koodntask4more]

something is bothering me so much that last night i went to sleep crying...why is it that people think they can love me when i look and act the way i do? my family could care less that i look like a cow..and my friends constantly tell me that im not fat or skinny when i no for a fact im not what i used to be...i wann lose the weight but i cant seem

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[somthing_new]

before you even said dont try and cheer me up, i wasnt going to, the purpose in writing this comment is to make you think

Holy shit!

[eno_nettogrof]

It looks like you left an entry! Wow...what a fucking mammoth of a comment...i don't even think i can read it...hey, it's not for me so i don't need to.....

Being depressed is what we live for...

[eno_nettogrof]

In our infinent process of thought we consider so many things but we follow what we know back to the same usual answers...it kinda sucks but when it's over you don't care as much...

Depression is just like fear, pain, and being alone...
You may like a little scare here and there but you don't want to be really really freaked out...
I, myself, enjoy pain at points but of course too much is far from a desire...
And i need to be alone but who doesn't want to be with friends, try to imagine being alone for the rest of your life (it would suck)...yet if you have someone up your ass you think you might flip...
i'm really not sure where i'm going with this so i'm just gonna stop.....

[eno_nettogrof]

BTW-i love your icon.....

thanks

[koodntask4more]

lisa found it for me after i told her waht it meant to say your fine! i have used that line since forever...