i gotta go ped!!! WOOT!!

My best friend suicidal, the one person I have ever loved won't talk to me, and I am so alone.. DON'T FUCKING WANNA TYPE THIS SHIT ANYMORE!!!

HAHA I know I have updated like three times in the last like 20 mins. but oh well. I am just soo damn bored! I am kinda bummed that Stephanie isn't coming up this weekend, but at the same time, I am kinda relieved. I don't know, just something that she told me, I was kinda worried. But oh well.. Yea, Christina asked me today if I knew whether I ( Read more... )

I LOVE IAIN DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MUCH!!!! ( AND EVEN A BIT MORE.. HEHEHEHHE)

Today was soo funny! HAHA I hung out with my friend Christina all day! YAY!! We are the only losers that didn't go anywhere for Spring Break, so we had spring break MUXICAN STYLE!! YAY!! We even taped it!! haha we were chilling in the front yard with the radio throwin rocks!! HAHAH is was soo funny. oh and by the way iain, i wasn't smoking, lets ( Read more... )

Today I rode my bike all around the freeking town! First I went and got some cancer over at Bonae's! YEAY!! Well then I went out to Fat Jacks to talk about me actually havign a job!! WOOT WOOT! Don't know when I will start, but soon! YAY! Anyways, after my little entry yesterday, I decided to delete it because I can't afford to piss certain people ( Read more... )

Last night, I was trying to fall asleep, and I found out that I couldn't. My mind just kept going back to this person whom I hurt so bad, just to get something better for myself. I miss him so much. I finnally had what I wanted with someone, and I threw it away, and what makes it worse, is I didn't care! Now, I sit and miss the perfect person with ( Read more... )

Well, iain wouldn't stop e-mailing me to update, so here I go! Today sucked! we might have to cut our jv team in about 2 weeks. I am soo torn about this! I just wish schutlz would have listen to me when I said that soccer has to abide by conference rules to! but now, since we have juniors on jv, which isn't allowed, we would have to cut them or put ( Read more... )

well, I am kinda done with updating for a while since I really am gettin to pissed off with everything, I mean, I don't want to annoy people with always being so damn negative about everything. I guess I am just sick of the way people treat me.. But oh well, who cares.... sooo.. Whenever I can figure out my own life, I will start this up again!

So, today we have our first game. Yea, really depressing! Noone stayed to watch for me. I was really sad. But to top it off, we end up loosing 6-0. I almost have a shot, but the stupid trip took my knee out, and yea.. I hurt! I am kinda in a pissy mood, so I am not going to type anymore! PEACE!!!