How the hell do I manage to messing every f-ing thing up?

I've never been so happy to see any one in my life as I was when I saw you. How is it even possible that I keep falling in deeper and deeper. I just wish you knew. I wish I could tell you this without you getting freaked out and leaving. Please dont leave me. I dont know what I would do without you. I want so much more. What is it that I want? I ( Read more... )

Alanis is making me very happy right now. Not to mention all the casada I ate. Yesterday was a real party. Steve looked extreemly sexy in his irish apparel and I got a half chub, no it was a full one. Taco wednesday was successful like usual. and Mighty, oh Mighty, what can I say. tea bags and camel toes. my abs certainly got a work out from them. ( Read more... )

to sum the week up.....driver ed started, i hate andy, danielle wrote a song about how shes going to kill him, spaghetti wednesday, rib-e cue fraking thursday, dear padata left us, zimbabwae talked to me, cats on monday, i cant even think anymore ( Read more... )

Im real hungry right now.

So New York City floated my boat so much. I wish I could live there but I couldnt leave some people. It was so amazing and I lost some lbs walking so much. Oh I love it there so much. The rest of the vacation was stupid though.
~anyways~Went to Petes party yesterday. Not too much fun until Steve got there. Then it became ( Read more... )

I wish yesterday could have never ended. I wish I would have said what I felt and done what I wanted to. Maybe if Steve was an ass, it would have been easier to say good bye but like always, he was amazing so it made it worse. It's just a week. Why is this going to be so hard? Not having control of my emotions is not fun especially when someone ( Read more... )

all i can say is the adventure room is the greatest thing i have ever seen in my entire life ( Read more... )

Steve, you are da bomb. I heart waffles, cocomotion and little red haired elians running around. Do you rememba when I fell down your stairs? The crocodile deffinitly stole the show. The back seat of your purple car is way to small.... Hey Benji...do the carpets match the drapes????

I really don't know whats going on.
I'm just so confussed.
You and me could be forever
Perfectly perfect together.

I am officially having the best week of my life!!! Anyone want to make it any better ( Read more... )