Do you ever find yourself thinking, "Why?" It doesn't matter what, it's always WHY? Why did this happen to me? Why am I the only one who knows? Why this? Why that ( Read more... )

So, i just got out of english and for once i'm not bored. it's amazing. macbeth is soo interesting. so ya, right now i'm hyper. it prolly won't last for long. i'll find out something else that she did that scares the crap out of me, because i don't know what i would do without you. you're not a piece of shit friend. i want you to know that even ( Read more... )

So I just read Dylan's entry and it made me think about so much stuff. Thinking about all that stuff made me cry. Dylan is one of the only people at school who make me cry. Except maybe for Angela but that was only once. (it was really recent, it was a angry and shocked cry) I hate crying because when I cry I think of not just the thing that is ( Read more... )

my life is in so many different pieces right now i'm not even going to bother picking them up. i like so many guys right now, but at the same time i might now really like any of them. i haven't written in forever, like back when i was totally in love with this guy named benj. but ya, so much has changed since then. but that's all behind me. so i ( Read more... )

Hey guys! I know I haven’t written for a while but that’s because I haven’t had anything interesting to write about. For a while my life was going great. I had a boyfriend. He LOVED making out, which was great for me too. Then this summer we broke up because I’m stupid, and I liked someone else for a long time and like a retard, I thought something ( Read more... )

we have about 6 days left of school. I don't want the end to come. I know that its not the end its onlthe beginning, but it feels like the end. It's the end of alot of friendships that i dont' want to lose. Alot of my freinds are goning to Metro, so there's not alot of room to complain. But what about the people I have grown close to over the ( Read more... )

so wats up everybody?...I'm patiently waiting for Spring Break to come bcuz even though I want it to come really bad I also don't want it to come bcuz I might not get to see Josh over it...*sniffle sniffle*...but ya is anyone going to six flags over it...if u r gimme a call...me and Josh r going...probably...no mrs. fowler for 8 days...wooohoooo... ( Read more... )

I am going out with Josh Williams...and as an assignment from Mrs. Fowler we had to write a poem...we got to pick from a number of different topics...as a new influence to my life I thought I would write about Josh...hehehe...so I decided (yes me, Amanda decided) to post the poem on my journal...so here it is ( Read more... )

hey everybody...i have not written in this for a long time...bcuz my dad blocked this website from our computer...today josh williams asked me out...and since i like him i said yes...i was kinda confused bcuz everyone knew about it b4 i even did...that's why i thought he was j/k...i didn't want it to b one of theos e things when guys go out w/u ( Read more... )

my dad was on one of his freak modes and decided to rise the parental controls which blew ne way but now i can't access my journal...that really pisses me of...the other night when i wrote about being the worst daughter on the planet my dad had made me feel really bad...but the next day i thought he was oteh greatest dad in the world...he ( Read more... )