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Hey well the day after Manderick got her backpack Liz took me to go blow my money at the mall! Man that was the best day of the week so far.Well I've been doing good except that Im getting sick. My eyes are all red I think because of alergies and I have an itcchy thrte. Man I have been busting my ass at school that its making me go to sleep at ( Read more... )

Rain on me because I'm left here all alone and the only thing that I can feel is the rain. The rain is what carries me on to the next day. At times when I am alone the rain seems like its capable of washing away all the pain and sorrow that I feel. Other then the pain,sorrow,and the rain everything I'm supposed to feel I cant. I go numb ( Read more... )

Man all Id Id like to do is sleep for one whole day and wake up all refreshed and ready to take on what like has installed for me because now a days & nights I cant sleep or wake up the way that I used to. If its not the nightmares that keep me up its body that just doesnt want to sleep. I miss my mom and I am in pain not just inside my heart but ( Read more... )

its like 7:34 here at school which is where i have decided to write from today because its like here is where i get privecy fron everyone at home is all up ion my bussiness and its been irrting me soo bad. well i pretty sure that i mention that gilbert and i broke things off and now im here moping around just wondering ir there may have been any ( Read more... )

oh ya gilbert and i broke up and its killen me inside that we couldnt work things out, man i miss talking to him but ill get over it ill write more about it soon

im just her sittin here i just finish reading my latest entries and i cant believe what has happened between each entry. man i just cant seem to believe what ihave been up to its just wierd. i cant seem to get all my stuff together since thursday. my i really need an friend right about now...i need to talk to alme again cuz sh didnt go to school ( Read more... )

if u r really one call away are one call away why dont you call me??? its not fair to me or you fi we arent able to communcaite like we used to. if you are just bullshitting your feeling toward me then we shouldnt be together. all your doing is hurting e in ways that all ill be able to do is cry over you if anhthing happens to us i wish that i the ( Read more... )

well today is easrter for all of the catholics out there... which includes me . welllife is a mess and now im depressed because of my guy who i think is trying with all that he can to make me feel like crap and well hes doing a good job at it whats he point of him doing this to me ( Read more... )

Ah i am so in love that its driving me up the wall ( Read more... )