Somehow I am alive. Barely though ( Read more... )

After what seems like an eternity in isolation, I have been invited out to dinner tonight. Joy.

Once upon a time I am very bored. It's pretty sad when you get so bored that even the Internet is not entertaining. I also find it rather amusing that everyone is not looking forward to going home when I have been looking forward to going home since I got here. *sigh*

So I must apparently be carrying some unknown contagious virus. Or perhaps I just throw off this stay away from me vibe. At any rate, after a year here at Clemson, people just seem not to like me. They are too busy for me, but not too busy for others. Grar!!!

Yeah, I erased my entry from last night. It was too depressing even for me. Today was better. I wrote my essay. I went to a cookout. Now I am waiting to hear whether I get to meet some people for dinner. Yep, today was much better.

I cannot motivate myself at all. I have been trying for three weeks now and have only been successful on one day for about 2 hours. Monday my 6 page History essay is due by 3:00, and I have not even started on it. Thursday I have a Math final exam and an Engineering final exam that I have not even begun to study for. And somehow I remember writing ( Read more... )

And so after waiting an hour and ten minutes and calling everyone twice, I am still waiting for my chemistry lab group to arrive here at the library so we can do our oral report. My, I do love group projects.

After trying to get to sleep for nearly an hour now, I have come to a conclusion..........insomnia sucks just a whole lot.

Shock, I know, I'm posting 2 days in a row, but I felt it was necessary ( Read more... )

I have successfully wasted an entire day of studying. I tried studying for chemistry, but after an hour I got so tired I had to stop. Since then I have slept for most of today, talked to Tiffany for some, and played on my laptop. All actions were done to avoid studying because I really don't want this semester to be over. Once it is over I go back ( Read more... )