Well, it seems I was right in assuming that people would take things I said the wrong way. It's ok, I was prepared for that. I just needed some way to get all of that off of my chest....because boy that night was aweful. It's better now though, I'm pretty sure at least. I'm pretty good about living in the present...for the most part. I'm still ( Read more... )

I FEEL LIKE SHIT!!!!!

Don't worry, you don't have to hear that too much from me, but it definitely applies right now. I just wish sometimes that I could get away from here, really. Today has been horrible.....but, well, it wasn't really horrible until tonight. But that just made it feel like the whole day has been horrible.  I hate change...I ( Read more... )

Well, thanks to Patrick, the picture I originally wanted as my default picture is now fixed so it can be!  Yay! Im excited. I realize that I don't update now as much as Im supposed to. Maybe I don't really have anything to say....or maybe its the fact that I'm already talking with friends friends already about what I would put in here.....or maybe ( Read more... )

Well, after months of trying to get a picture...I finally have one...yay!!!!!!! This isn't the coolest picture in the world, but it will do until I can figure out how to do another one. I'm just very greatful that I have a picture....for a while I was almost at the point of giving up. Ya so its pretty late and I haven't gotten much sleep and ( Read more... )

So today had to have been one of the best days I've had in a very long while. First of all, I got to sleep in until around 1, which never happens so that was nice. Then, I played my piano for a while. Im working on The Entertainer, which is a pretty hard song, but I almost have the first part of it......almost. Then I faced a little bit of a ( Read more... )

So I was looking around the internet because I didn't want to do my homework just quite yet and I came across this....it's so true....for some reason I think Pumpkin found this before I did...well....read this....it's pretty funny.....you should like it if you have cats....if you dont...SHAME ON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rules that cats live by

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So I was just writing about the orchestra in the here, updating it. I was pretty close to being done to.....but for some unknown reason I was in the middle of typing and it just went away as if I had xed it out. ARRRGGGGHH. Frustration. Well, as I said before, we just had orchestra rehersal. Our conductor is really weird. A couple weeks ago he told ( Read more... )

First of all, I'd like to dedicate this journal entry to Lara to give her something new to look at when she looks for an entry of mine! hehe So ya.....it's been a really long time since I've updated...the format has changed and I have no idea when this happened but it actually makes it more convenient for me making a new entry. Well, today wasn't ( Read more... )

Once again I have to say for those of you who read my journal....I know I am loved by many people. Its just that sometimes I feel like no one cares....just a mood I get in. But for the most part I do know that my friends are there for me. Also, anything that Ive written I dont write for anyone to feel sorry for me or think that Im trying to occuse ( Read more... )

I realize that I sound like the most negative person on here. I really do have a lot of good things in my life.....more good than bad actually. You just have to realize that Im writing in this thing when Ive been by myself up here in my house late at night and I start thinking. Thats when these things pop into my head. Either that or Im just using ( Read more... )