My screen name for MSN is "I wish for blissful happiness" and it's been something like that for the last THREE months.  I was called "Blissful happiness" when John and I were together.  I was blissfully happy and totally head over heels for the whole relationship to work.

However, last night I get an instant message saying "Why do you wish for ( Read more... )

I think that everyone has been hurt.  I was totally crushed this weekend.  That's why I ran out of the door and spent the night with a guyfriend.  My feels were so crushed I never remember crying that hard for a stupid man who didn't see how much I loved him.

He said to me "you lack in the sweetness and sincerity department".  Okay, everyone who ( Read more... )

Alright, everyone do this and we'll see how it goes...

1 question,
1 chance,...
1 answer
its all you get...

You get to ask me 1 Question (TO MY INBOX) any one question,
no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!!

Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE and I promise to answer it.
The catch is, you have to re post this and see what people ask you. Ok...go! :)

Breakups suck, end of story.  I cried my eyes out Saturday night because we were together 3 months that day and honestly I was NOT happy.  It was discouraging that he didn't change his attitude and copped one on me and just was tired and a jerk.  I'm tire of being with someone who complains ALL the time.

He instant messaged me asking if I was okay ( Read more... )

It's one of those things where it all came unglued, who knew but I knew in my own heart if it worked out, I'd like to marry him and if not then alright.  However i did spend three hours crying.

We broke today, on our third month ani

I've got alot of other things on my mind.  I really have fallen in love with this guy.  I never did meet him in person until two months after we started talking on the phone and online.

I fell in love with his voice.  The simple things in life is what means the most in the very end.  The first date we had I nearly ran away but decided why not try ( Read more... )

I know that I've said that John was the most wonderful guy for me to ever meet.  We've hit a block. He wants to break up but as well he believes he could be really wrong and be missing out on what there is for him.  He's lately focused on the negative things and wants a break up.  However I am as usual confussed and very upset.  I'm at work ( Read more... )

I was dreaming that I was back in school, yes in college, and I was moving into my old room up on the 12th floor and my old Kat was there.  Her belongings were in the room but she told me she wasn't allowed to be there and it was her last night there because she had to move out and get an apartment.  However, she was living in the room anyways and ( Read more... )

I know I haven't been around to write in here often enough.

Things have changed significantly.  John knew I lost my favorite earrings so he bought a set of the same size and stone, pearls, for me.  He gave them to me a week ago and was happy to repsent them to me.  He jokingly said to me "Will you marry me?" I about threw him off the couch.

We ( Read more... )