i've been really really lazy lately, i haven't done shit. i haven't even unpacked. i'm kinda going through a personal crisis, but then agian when am i not ( Read more... )

i felt like writing today, but my hand writing is doing some weird like popular girl looking hand writing as oposed to my unintelligible chicken scratch, and i don't know why, and it's really freaking me out. maybe it's the subjuct matter. maybe if i start writing about 1963 and grain alcohol and how the chevy just wont turn over, just in time for ( Read more... )

well i think i found an apartment today, it's pretty nice, one bedroom. the guy seemed pretty sure i'd get it ( Read more... )

if i had a birthday party would anyone come?

i know ryan doesn't want to come.

and my non-drinking friends... wont come, but i never hang out with them anyway.

i should prolly just forget about it. sigh.

i really hope next year isn't quite as soul crushing as this one has been.

everything is shit agian, i was hopeing to snap back out of it, but appaerently when i thought i was over it, i really wasn't, i should be used to this by now, but i'm not, i'm gonna go cry now.

oh man i'm smoking hash and listening to the cure, i feel like im 13 agian.

i think i got an appartment so i can finnally stop going crazy and being obsessed with finding a place, i didn't get that nice one, but i can't afford it anyway so i guess it's for the best. i find out monday. :fingers crossed ( Read more... )

Corner unit studio in restored 1920s building, spacious, hardwood floors, huge walk-in closet, terracotta tiled kitchen and bathroom, pedestal sink and clawfoot tub. 689 ( Read more... )

i think i may have found an appartment. one room downtown 550, or one room in the mother fucking ghetto for 550, but it's prolly bigger... t know the building the one downtown is in the rooms are small and i think i may have to share a bathroom with the floor, but i'm not sure... i called i should find out tomorrow. if i get the downtown one it's ( Read more... )

bah someone stole my credit card, now i have to go into the bank and fill out one of those damn paper work for stolen cards, this blows they say they may not give me another card cause ive lost two cards in the past two years, bull shit i tell you ( Read more... )