appreciatebeyondmyworldSeptember 11 2008, 01:15:06 UTC
hey don't hold this on me later. i just went over a big mood-change and i feel like yelling.
so this might not really be tuta. just an angry blob.
i was just thinking, today, exactly the same thing. that things weren't the same. actually for me there's no real difference between summer and school. thing is, i don't HAVE any great memories. i had no pancake mornings. i didn't see my friends at all, and sadly, i'm not over exaggerating. life for me is always the same. always. and i never ever get what i want, but i'm fine with that. but appreciate? why would i appreciate ANYTHING? i accept the fact that my life is a stupid hellhole, besides whining about it sometimes, but to appreciate it?
i'll never ever appreciate my life. cause i hate it. why couldn't i have died?
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so this might not really be tuta. just an angry blob.
i was just thinking, today, exactly the same thing. that things weren't the same. actually for me there's no real difference between summer and school. thing is, i don't HAVE any great memories. i had no pancake mornings. i didn't see my friends at all, and sadly, i'm not over exaggerating. life for me is always the same. always. and i never ever get what i want, but i'm fine with that.
but appreciate?
why would i appreciate ANYTHING? i accept the fact that my life is a stupid hellhole, besides whining about it sometimes, but to appreciate it?
i'll never ever appreciate my life. cause i hate it. why couldn't i have died?
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