10 Things, following suit to rareae.
(Just c+p....)
• List what you'd like to say to ten people but know you never will.
• Don't reveal who these people are.
• If you think it's directed at you...it isn't ;)
• Disable comments.
• Don't discuss the subject again.
1. Uttegaeshi PAWAAA!
2. Thankyou for helping me grow as a person. You have taken care of so many people in so many different ways and i am very grateful and happy that i have met you. Do take care of yourself. On some days, you don't sound very healthy, but strained and tired. I know you cherish your friends very much so, but you have to take care of yourself as well.
3. Where have you gone? What are you doing? How are you going? Why haven't you spoken to me? Never never never ever revert back to those days, you got through it once, and I don't want to see you go through it again. It's incredibly hard, but persevere. Sometimes I wonder if it is my fault. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
4. Let it go. we don't live a life with a grand plot interwoven within it. you're not the protagonist. People don't care. i don't care. let it go. With that said, a part of me wishes you to rot and fester in life and death. It'll be better for both of us if we did not cross again. post script, thank you to your past-self.
5. FUCK. YOU. BITCH. THESE WORDS DON'T EVEN BEGIN TO EXPRESS HOW BETRAYED AND FURIOUS I AM. I HAVE RAVED LIKE A MADWOMAN, SWORN A PLETHORA OF FOUL OATHS, FANTASISED A GOOD MANY NUMBER OF ACCIDENTS THAT I WISHED WOULD HAPPEN TO YOU IN MY MIND, BUT NOT ONCE VOICED THEM, ALL FOR WHAT PURPOSE? TO SETTLE, TO LET IT GO, AND HOPE TO BE ABLE TO FORGIVE YOU, TO LET IT SLIDE AND ALLOW THIS ANGER TO BURN ITSELF OUT. NOT ONCE WOULD YOU ALLOW FOR IT, NO, NOT ONCE. IS THIS TO GET BACK AT ME? YOU HAVE TAKEN IT TOO FAR. WATCH MY CALM DEMEANOR SHATTER, WATCH ME GRIPE AND DESTROY MYSELF FROM THE INSIDE, DOES THIS FILL YOU WITH JOY, YOU SADISTIC WRETCH? i have become a monster.
6. One step at a time. Just little things along the way, and by the end, you will understand it a little more.
7. It is good that i have met you. Thanks for listening to me.
8. No, I will not. I am not going to listen to your drivel. Thanks for wasting my time. you should have left 2 years ago and never marred our record. it won't last long, y'know. Not long at all. Just wait.
9. I think you're lying.
10. Don't feel down. It doesn't matter if you think you are immature or stupid or if you aren't pulling your weight, or if you feel as if you aren't worth it, or if you think you are useless and lazy and havent been the greatest friend, because... I wouldn't want you another way. You are you, and that in itself offers so many opportunities for you to distinguish yourself from other people. There won't be a person like you, ever. I appreciate it, even when i don't say anything. i really do. ^_^.
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i've gotten really bitter this year. =__=
• List what you'd like to say to ten people but know you never will.
• Don't reveal who these people are.
• If you think it's directed at you...it isn't ;)
• Disable comments.
• Don't discuss the subject again.
1. Uttegaeshi PAWAAA!
2. Thankyou for helping me grow as a person. You have taken care of so many people in so many different ways and i am very grateful and happy that i have met you. Do take care of yourself. On some days, you don't sound very healthy, but strained and tired. I know you cherish your friends very much so, but you have to take care of yourself as well.
3. Where have you gone? What are you doing? How are you going? Why haven't you spoken to me? Never never never ever revert back to those days, you got through it once, and I don't want to see you go through it again. It's incredibly hard, but persevere. Sometimes I wonder if it is my fault. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
4. Let it go. we don't live a life with a grand plot interwoven within it. you're not the protagonist. People don't care. i don't care. let it go. With that said, a part of me wishes you to rot and fester in life and death. It'll be better for both of us if we did not cross again. post script, thank you to your past-self.
5. FUCK. YOU. BITCH. THESE WORDS DON'T EVEN BEGIN TO EXPRESS HOW BETRAYED AND FURIOUS I AM. I HAVE RAVED LIKE A MADWOMAN, SWORN A PLETHORA OF FOUL OATHS, FANTASISED A GOOD MANY NUMBER OF ACCIDENTS THAT I WISHED WOULD HAPPEN TO YOU IN MY MIND, BUT NOT ONCE VOICED THEM, ALL FOR WHAT PURPOSE? TO SETTLE, TO LET IT GO, AND HOPE TO BE ABLE TO FORGIVE YOU, TO LET IT SLIDE AND ALLOW THIS ANGER TO BURN ITSELF OUT. NOT ONCE WOULD YOU ALLOW FOR IT, NO, NOT ONCE. IS THIS TO GET BACK AT ME? YOU HAVE TAKEN IT TOO FAR. WATCH MY CALM DEMEANOR SHATTER, WATCH ME GRIPE AND DESTROY MYSELF FROM THE INSIDE, DOES THIS FILL YOU WITH JOY, YOU SADISTIC WRETCH? i have become a monster.
6. One step at a time. Just little things along the way, and by the end, you will understand it a little more.
7. It is good that i have met you. Thanks for listening to me.
8. No, I will not. I am not going to listen to your drivel. Thanks for wasting my time. you should have left 2 years ago and never marred our record. it won't last long, y'know. Not long at all. Just wait.
9. I think you're lying.
10. Don't feel down. It doesn't matter if you think you are immature or stupid or if you aren't pulling your weight, or if you feel as if you aren't worth it, or if you think you are useless and lazy and havent been the greatest friend, because... I wouldn't want you another way. You are you, and that in itself offers so many opportunities for you to distinguish yourself from other people. There won't be a person like you, ever. I appreciate it, even when i don't say anything. i really do. ^_^.
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i've gotten really bitter this year. =__=