Why am I so fucking alone??? Why is it that noone seems to care? I need someone to listen, someone to reassure me that I'll be okay. But I never fucking get that. I'm gonna fucking explode soon if I don't get this shit out. Fuck ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANO!! Have a good one, ok?? And have a few drinks for me lol!!

On a very sad note, Gigi's baby passed away on Christmas day. Poor little guy, I never even got to meet him. RIP Nicholas, I love you little man...

I always thought love came once in a life time. That once you found it, it was there forever. Fuck, was I ever beyond wrong. What if I never find someone? What if I'm destined to be alone for the rest of my pathetic life?? My biggest fear is being alone... now I have to face it. And I don't like it ( Read more... )

Well, the 2 boys are asleep, giving me some much needed quiet time at last. Made it through the work day, barely, but I did. It's almost my birthday!!! Not like I'm gonna get to go out. Meh ( Read more... )

So, on top of all the Christmas gifts I received tonite, I also got a belated wedding gift. I fucking lost it... in front of my entire fucking family. It was a good thing we were watching "Elf". And that it was a sad part in the movie. And that my family knows I cry at shit like that. Oh yeah, in case you haven't noticed, my family doesn't noe ( Read more... )

Fuck. When the hell did my son become such a burden... to everyone but me and Daddy???We had this agreement that Jim's mom would take him on thursday nights and my parents would take him on monday's. Well, this morning my mother informs me that they can't babysit EVERY monday- although she was the one who told me to start working monday's cause ( Read more... )

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