enraged i feel so threatened, i want to pull the trigger, life is a long time war your struggles are the battlefields, feeling overwhelmed i have no self control, phychotically i'm sane reality is all that is lost, i'm exhausted and weary...my eyes slowly glue shut, satan is calling my name...and i'm gladly extending my hand

why won't anyone listen ( Read more... )

i look at you ( Read more... )

i hate it when shes like this all drunk and shit...god! the hell is her problem???!! "why can't you fix it?, is it because you dont love us anymore?" what the hell is her probelm?...why would she say something like that to me of all people...idk why i'm so pissed off...i can't fix the god damn entertainment system downstairs and she says that.... ( Read more... )

i sit and wonder at night ( Read more... )

falling apart we were never meant to be, the closest friends have become enemies,we talk in tongue because we don't understand eachother anymore,so afraid of what the future holds in store, i want to succeed but its hard when nobody pays attention,we had a shot at making it big, now its only causing tension,what was once a band of brothers, turned ( Read more... )

renegades fall from the grenades tension, plans break apart as they begin to grow,government shoots false information through all sorts of waves,where does this generations stories unfold?,why fall under the pressure?, or go crawling back when you know its no good, why fall under the pressure?, or smile when you know you want to cry instead, ( Read more... )

"F*ck all you gun toting hip gangster wannabes"...maan tool is so hott right now!..well they've always been...but i just always do this lol...get into one band for a period of time then into another one..then switch back to the old band lol..but KoRn will be forever...."let it swim"....maan this song is awesome...so yeah....life is goin goood i ( Read more... )

hmm well...its been awhile..but i can truly make this about only other things..and not what i feel....yap...i found that if you write down in a book or on a piece of paper what you feel....ha it actually helps alot more than gliding across the keyboard lol...and since i kinda type fast its kinda pointless..so i keep lil notes and everything in a ( Read more... )

she cares! she really cares! man jade's mom is soo cool right now..lol...i just got off the phone with jade and i feel soo much better now...stupid...but better!...well come to find out...jade and i are both very jealous people lol....and i'm overprotective...but yeah come to find out that jade was jealous of nikayla....i would've never thought ( Read more... )