Ok i'm at work, and it has been a wonderful day, i'm only taking care of pregnant mommys today and they are all SO sweet!:) Anywho, I'm off for Matt's surgery which is a relief I really wanted to be there for him! I Love That boy SOOOOOO much! Anywho, I love you HAiley Bailey Fo Failey and i miss u... We should hangout this week! Or e-mail me, i ( Read more... )

I'm havin a purdy good day. I'm relieved I got SO much done today, and found $2.00!:) I just have to get my tire patched, so I don't hafta ride around with a Donut anymore, because a couple of days ago when I left the gym I had a flat tire, Damn all screws! That's what's in my tire! Oh and when I took Matt lunch today I left my window cracked and a ( Read more... )

Matt is still scheduled to leave on June 7th, which is such a BUMMER, i'm so so so proud of him, and i'm reaLLY happy, but i'm gonna be LOST without him, I've really been bummed about it lately! His going away party is May 7th........Ya know it's weird but being without Matt for months is gonna be like being without an arm or something! Ya know, ( Read more... )

I've been so stressed with myself lately! I HATE myself and my body, i've been going to the gym, but I still overeat which doesn't really help at all. I'm obsessed with counting calories and i beat myself up everytime i eat! I hate feeling this way and argh argh argh! I want SO badly to just starve myself, but then I feel like such a fat girl when ( Read more... )

OOOOh man did I have thee most Amazing weekend! 1st off my Hailey Bailey Fo Failey is doin ok now, thank God, and she is back to her QuiRky, cutesy self!:) And Matt and i helped Tiffers, and Jakobe move into their new apartment. It's So Cute, they deserve all thee happiness. But the Amazing part was that Matt had the bawls to ask his parents if ( Read more... )

WEll today my life was saddened to a degree noone can understand. I got into my car at 6:20am this morning to learn that Head from KoRn has left the band! My eyes swelled with tears! It was like a depressing moment where you feel like you need to call someone. The Band will try to continue on without him, but it will NEVER BE the same! They have ( Read more... )

I don't know if anyone heard about the woman who is here at Tampa General where I work, but she is a 66yr. old woman and yesterday her aprtmnt or house was broken in to at 4am and she was Brutally Beaten and raped! The doctors donot know if she will Live! Also another woman at 6am yesterday by a different man was kidnapped while walking her ( Read more... )

Hey there! Ok anyone please pray for my Hailey Bailey Fo Failey, She has been having Seizures! She had a temperature of 105.0 at Brandon hospital 2 days ago! It's very weird and they did an mri, and a catscan and found Nothing! So she is being referred to a neurologist! So God be with her. Anywho i'm at work, And all my work is caught up and i'm ( Read more... )

Man, Today i'm just struggling with my emotions. I feel So SAD and just Flustered, i'm very self-conscious and SAD! And i'm feeling like argh i'm so self-absorbed, ya know i think about my life and myself which is considered to be normal b/c yeah i'm me, but i've been So depressed today that it's 4:30 in the afternoon and i just showered, i haven't ( Read more... )

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