well sorry been a bit if anyone is even reading this ^^.. but well my summer has started. Working 5 days and 5-6 nights a week now with no day off till september:(.. yeah this summer is going to reeeeeeeaaallllllly suck bad. Bout the only thing i am looking forward to is I have requested a couple days off to goto Otakon !. Should be alot of fun. as ( Read more... )

Well sleep over came me today on the couch. I started to work out and excersie for a possible Gatou cosplay at otakon, so my energy is getting less and less between that and these 2 jobs. So sorry to all I missed tonight ( Read more... )

Well been an interesting weekend I must say.Things were very weird friday like everything that would be said or done was takin the wrong way or misinterpreted, even to go as far t say i saw someone close to me standing before me in tears from words that i said and i knew i hurt them in some way.Didn't make me feel good at all ( Read more... )

Ok its late once again I awake in the night a couple times. One of theses days I have to see someone about this. Although this time at least was on my own accord. I wanted to make sure a friend was ok. Dam those AiM alerts can be loud when you want them to be. Probably woke the neighbors to! Anyway , ya she is fine all is well, so I am off to try ( Read more... )

Well stayed home all day today bored out of my gord. For some odd unexplained reason I must have slammed my hand into the wall in my sleep and just aggravated damaged nerves or what have you. So...well... yeah, at least the apartment is all clean. Dam the berkshires sucks. No one is around and not many people I know = total boredom up here.Well ( Read more... )

Bout &%%#$#@ time!.. Well I started this thing and had to reformat both computers, and both decided to go Spazmatic on me installing things.

Anyway its midnight and gotta get up in 5 hours to walk 45 minutes to work 8-10 hours !! (Can you hear the enthusiasm in my typing?) Well tommorrow is another day to say more! till then!