prepare for an incredibly emo entry

Jan 15, 2005 18:00

i know that this is so incredibly cliche and "high school" but i have to say that i feel different from...well basically all of my friends. but maybe not in the way you may think. its like im younger, more niave and immature. somehow all my friends have managed to grow up and left me behind in the dust. still basically where i was in the 7th grade ( Read more... )

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crapanese January 16 2005, 18:04:20 UTC
EMILY:Don't feel Emo. I couldn't feel more the way you do, friends drifting off because they have changed and become different people, and everyone pressuring people to "do stuff." I'm sick of it. You and your "prudeness" can come hang out with me and my prudeness and it'll be okeeday again. I really do mean it. I can't do the slutty thing, the drinking thing, or the drug thing. That stuff is stupid. Don't feel out of place, half of us do. We'll throw our own "hey I'm chillin at home watching TV with my friends and we are clean, so what?" party.

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let_it__be January 16 2005, 18:48:08 UTC
yes i am informed
i am very upset u feel that way
ok so at times u may feel left out, but sweetie its a good thing
you might feel like u are behind but in reality u are just where u should be. most girls our age are off doing god knows what...but they are doing it way too early. it is so much better to say i got my first true love at an age u are actually suppose to get him, it is also more meaningful when u do certain things that u are just old enough to do. i think that if u feel this way and not act on it, u are such a strong and smart person. the thing about me is i feel like i need to try everything, this is not a good form of personality im trying to change that, maybe if u honestly are bothered by all of this you should try to be a bit more out-going...but please take care of yourself....you have sooo much to look forward too and so do all of us

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awwww.... emm _skorzevrytime_ January 17 2005, 19:56:16 UTC
If their starting to loose you because of that then their just stupid..... your a great girl and i learned that in soccer last season..... it's not always a bad thing to not want to "grow up"...... if you ever want to talk i'm here..... if you still have the soccer roster you can give me a call and we can talk anytime!
<3 christiana <3

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baby_get_food January 19 2005, 00:45:43 UTC
well emily i am NOT going to be all sappy and sympathetic because i know that is not why u posted this entry. Really, u just havent found the right guy yet...WE ARE FOURTEEN- seriously dont worry about that because if u want i will name about 20 friends that have never had a boyfriend. and believe me emily, if people didnt like u they wouldnt talk to u and be ur friend back! goddamn i really cant think of a reason why anyone wouldnt wanna be ur friend...hm maybe cuz there isnt one? all i have to say is that u are amazing and please try to look on the brightside because there are serious "ups" to watching tv and eating cookie dough at home when everyone else is getting wasted. YOU ARE AWESOME and really a great friend.
<3 always

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troll_socks January 19 2005, 01:11:02 UTC
god damn amanda u outwised us all!!!

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baby_get_food January 19 2005, 01:12:43 UTC
no not really..but thanx riz. emily u really do rock my world.

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troll_socks January 19 2005, 01:14:54 UTC
yes you did. emily i LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE IMING ME RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHE

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go_pikachu January 22 2005, 19:26:52 UTC
Emily, i know i havent talked to you in a while but maybe your just a late bloomer. Its good that you are all innocent, becuase if you want, you can have sex and drink, but you dont, thats your personality. These chicks (including me most likely but oh god i hope...no im not one of these people am i?) are gonna get in trouble, get pregnant, get herpes...and youll be clean as a whistle. Guys at this age want someone to fuck, a girl who they can just ditch. But in the future, they will want a agirl with a respectable past. And you will be that girl. Youll havemen licking every inch of your asian body. Plus habbits liek smoking, drinking, etc, arnt the best things to have. I mean, i went to venice beach asking people for weed. WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT? Not you, and thats good. You know my friends refer to me with words such as slut and druggie, etc.? And i wouldnt trade it for the world, or maybe i would. Wtf am i talking about. I dont know. Anyways back to you. Be yourself. Life will come as it does, dont try to be some one your not.

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