Why is it that whenever I take one step forward, I seem to take five steps backwards?

[koshiba_tetsuta]

Ryan talked to me. I could've just ignored him.. I couldn't stop myself from talking to him though. One of the reasons I didn't want to talk to him again was because it would hurt me but also.. because I knew all the feelings I had started to push back down, would flow back in completely again. I really wanted to hate him. I tried to do all I could

Comments

[acerob1]

Even assuming he really is sorry, and even if you do love him, it can't work with him, can it? You know he doesn't care about you and was just using you to get off. He said so himself.

[atomic645]

ack.. x.x

[koshiba_tetsuta]

Indeed.

[crazy_pete]

well, i wont to comment, but i think its best i dont for now