I AM SO...i dont even know! lol. ive decided this year to no longer let my past determine my future, im just going to learn from my mistakes adn move on! thats really wierd for me 2 say! lol. its like i dont know! 2005 SUCKED!!!! i mean i got a girl pregnant, got raped, went out with fernandon, Ashlie died, rique died (from that monkey!), I turned ( Read more... )

im so TRENDY im out of style
im so EMO i cry real tears
im so GOTHIC i can't paint my own nails
im so PUNK my hair refuses to spike
im so HARDCORE i'm my own scene
im so DEPRESSED im alive
im so NOTHING i exist
im ME, TAKE IT, OR LEAVE IT

hahaha. so usually i just dont care about christmas, everyone gets me stuff, and i dont get anyone anything because its ALL ABOUT ME! but this year ive actually done really good for everyone so far! im done for megan, cody, and fernando. i got megan a cool water gift set, and a coolwater travel set thingy. i got cody the Obsession night gift set, ( Read more... )

http://search.ebay.com/superman-briefs_W0QQfnuZ1QQfsooZ1QQfsopZ3

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ok so like, say what you want, but me and fernando are talking again, just talking though, we went out saturday night, and it was SOOO much fun, we went to see ReNt, we ate at Fridays, and then we went to his house and looked at his mugshots and all the charges hes gotten! lol. me and Brandon still talk, and....i dont know its been wierd ever since ( Read more... )

so today me and Amanda Shipman were writing to each other and i asked her for some advice on EVERYTHING! i know shell be honest about anything so u know every once in a while i need to hear what im doing wrong. so she replied ( Read more... )

damnit so i juts went ot the clinic because i feel like shit! like GRRR!!! i just feel really bad and mom gives me some bullshit excuse about how shes tired and how dare i call her to pick me up when she just dropped me off a hour and a half ago and that she was asleep.....blah, blah, blah!!!! and the b thing just really hit me while i was walking ( Read more... )

hahaha, so brandon and malik broke up and then got back together and then broke up and then got back together AGAIN!!! dosent that suck! but me and him talked and i understand why i dont have achance wit him YET! its understandable, because we havent even met yet, but hopefully thatll change saturday. im going to brittneys birthday party and then ( Read more... )

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