Dante's Pillow Book
Title: Dante' s Pillow Book
Author: Nakimochiku
Fandom: Devil May Cry
Pairing: slight Vergil/Dante
Warnings: Worksafe
Disclaimer: no mine
Notes: written like a journal, each different paragraph is a different entry. inspired by my little red note book, which i call Dante's Pillow Book.
I Like roses. Vergil liked roses. and i like roses cause of Vergil. I feel stupid writing about my 'Feelings' like this. but Lady said it'd be good for me.
I liked rabbits when i was a kid. when our pet rabbit (Mom named him Thumper. she liked bambi) got sick, we didn't have to take him to the vet. Vergil snapped it's neck himself.
I like Vergil....Still.... I've almost forgotten what it's like to say that. I like Vergil. I like saying that. I like Vergil. thank God Lady's never actually going to read tis.
I wonder what Lady meant 'Good For Me'? Perhaps she thinks i'm stressed, but why would writing in a stupid 'Pillow Book' (a fancy name for diary, but a cheetah can't change it's spots) make me feel better about anything?
I like Rock songs. Vergil hated rock. he was a Band Geek in school. Played the French Horn of all things. but I liked listening to him play. I like classical music now too.
Vergil hated dancing. I had to teach him how for Prom, cause he'd have broken Mom's heart if he didn't go. (that was all she wanted, just normal guys, even if it was impossible) He invited the most popular girl in school. But funny thing is, He spent the entire night gravitated around me.
I'm begining to like writing in the 'Pillow Book' (diary, Dante. you're such a siss). I wonder if Vergil ever kept one. I'll look. I'll bet he did. He probably dated the entries and kept them on different pages too. I'll bet it was blue, just like mine is red.
Thursday. November 18th 2008
I found that pillow book. Vergil's I mean. He'd kept one. and I found an entry about his first kiss. apparently, he hated it.
" Her lips are nothing like his. She smells nothing like him. Her lips are too soft, not dry or warm enough. And the kiss was not nearly as breathtaking as a proper kiss with him would be. she is not as sweet as him. I wanted nothing more than to get her off me. I'd rather find him and kiss him sensless, but he's not home."
Friday. November 19th 2008
Vergil's writing is a pretty, fluent cursive. mine is an ugly illegible chicken scratch. i almost feel like i'm right beside Vergil when i read his pillow book. it makes me feel warm.
I'm tired. I've read Vergil's book over and over. sometimes I imagine the book still smells like him, instead of must and mildew. sometimes i wake up in the night and see him in my room, but when i blink he's gone. I know this obsession is going too far.
I've gien up writing the pillow book. I need to stop thinking about what I've lost.
667766
Dante Nodded to himself as he set the carefully wrapped red book next to it's blue brother in the chest. It was a chest of stuff from his old life. Smirking in satisfaction. He'd thank Lady later.
OWARI
Author: Nakimochiku
Fandom: Devil May Cry
Pairing: slight Vergil/Dante
Warnings: Worksafe
Disclaimer: no mine
Notes: written like a journal, each different paragraph is a different entry. inspired by my little red note book, which i call Dante's Pillow Book.
I Like roses. Vergil liked roses. and i like roses cause of Vergil. I feel stupid writing about my 'Feelings' like this. but Lady said it'd be good for me.
I liked rabbits when i was a kid. when our pet rabbit (Mom named him Thumper. she liked bambi) got sick, we didn't have to take him to the vet. Vergil snapped it's neck himself.
I like Vergil....Still.... I've almost forgotten what it's like to say that. I like Vergil. I like saying that. I like Vergil. thank God Lady's never actually going to read tis.
I wonder what Lady meant 'Good For Me'? Perhaps she thinks i'm stressed, but why would writing in a stupid 'Pillow Book' (a fancy name for diary, but a cheetah can't change it's spots) make me feel better about anything?
I like Rock songs. Vergil hated rock. he was a Band Geek in school. Played the French Horn of all things. but I liked listening to him play. I like classical music now too.
Vergil hated dancing. I had to teach him how for Prom, cause he'd have broken Mom's heart if he didn't go. (that was all she wanted, just normal guys, even if it was impossible) He invited the most popular girl in school. But funny thing is, He spent the entire night gravitated around me.
I'm begining to like writing in the 'Pillow Book' (diary, Dante. you're such a siss). I wonder if Vergil ever kept one. I'll look. I'll bet he did. He probably dated the entries and kept them on different pages too. I'll bet it was blue, just like mine is red.
Thursday. November 18th 2008
I found that pillow book. Vergil's I mean. He'd kept one. and I found an entry about his first kiss. apparently, he hated it.
" Her lips are nothing like his. She smells nothing like him. Her lips are too soft, not dry or warm enough. And the kiss was not nearly as breathtaking as a proper kiss with him would be. she is not as sweet as him. I wanted nothing more than to get her off me. I'd rather find him and kiss him sensless, but he's not home."
Friday. November 19th 2008
Vergil's writing is a pretty, fluent cursive. mine is an ugly illegible chicken scratch. i almost feel like i'm right beside Vergil when i read his pillow book. it makes me feel warm.
I'm tired. I've read Vergil's book over and over. sometimes I imagine the book still smells like him, instead of must and mildew. sometimes i wake up in the night and see him in my room, but when i blink he's gone. I know this obsession is going too far.
I've gien up writing the pillow book. I need to stop thinking about what I've lost.
667766
Dante Nodded to himself as he set the carefully wrapped red book next to it's blue brother in the chest. It was a chest of stuff from his old life. Smirking in satisfaction. He'd thank Lady later.
OWARI