I hate when weekends end.

So tonight me, Kelli, Brandon, and Aileen went to Nifty Fifties to get some foood and afterwards we were intrigued and curious to see what this "singles dance party" in Media really entailed. I mean when you really think about, well the way I pictured it was a bunch of "older" people huddled in this old fashioned "ballroom" with some slow jazz ( Read more... )

I hate writing on myspace. I need to get that out and also, I haven't had anything really interesting to write about lately or maybe I just haven't had the motivation to write because I've kind of been a big mess of things lately. Anyway, that's stupid so moving on ( Read more... )

i'm in an idiot. i poured my heart out tonight. i never do that. well i didn't exactly pour it out, maybe just a few important drops. but yes. im an idiot and need to learn to keep my words in my head instead of letting them out. yikes.

I had the most amazing night last night. It was stupid and dumb but it was amazing and I'm happy.

Okay im done now!

So the past couple months I've gone on a few dates with different guys and I haven't liked ANY of them! Well I can't say I haven't liked any of them just none of them interested me enough to stick around. That's horrible and I don't know why I've become so picky but it's like I'm looking for this specific thing/feeling and I don't get it with ( Read more... )

Today was extremely sad. I don't know how else to put it. It hit me and then it didn't. I held back for most of the day but when we got home I drove to Walgreens parking lot and just cried and cried by myself for 15 minutes. I hadn't cried at all and it just overflowed. I didn't even feel like I was done then but how much can you cry when you know ( Read more... )

I asked Olga this question a couple weeks ago during one of our crying sessions while I was at school. Yeah I'm a dork so what. So anyway the woman knows me to a 't' and I'm not going to repeat the question because well yeah. I'm just not but anyway at the time her answer just didn't really stick with me but now it makes sense. Tonight it makes ( Read more... )

THINGS I DONT LIKE ABOUT LA BOY ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing with la boy. I went over last night and of course melted again but melted with my conscience at hand if that makes any sense. We talked first. He initiated it which was very good in a sense. At first I was hesitant but then he said, "talk to me. please." and I melted and broke it all down for him to understand and we did ( Read more... )